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Kamis, 01 November 2012

Kembalinya Seorang Pemuda



Kembalinya Seorang Pemuda

            Langit tampak gelap ketika seorang pemuda melongokkan kepala ke jendela kamarnya. Tak satupun bintang yang memancarkan cahayanya malam itu. Tetapi tetap saja wajah sang pemuda memandang langit nan gelap itu dengan penuh sabar laksana menunggu datangnya sesuatu yang telah lama dia nanti. Diwajah pemuda tersebut selalu menggantung senyum yang menggambarkan kesabaran walaupun dari matanya tampak keletihan yang sangat mendalam.
            Sekejap dia kembali duduk di depan meja di sudut kamarnya yang kecil, yang telah terpenuhi dengan buku-buku kuno yang tertumpuk tak teratur. Buku-buku yang sudah jarang disentuhnya belakangan ini karena dia telah sibuk hidup dialam perasaan yang dia sendiri tidak mengenal alam ini dengan baik. Di alam inilah dia hidup dengan seorang gadisyang belum kenal dengan baik.
            Gadis yang mengenalkan padanya pahitnya rasa cinta dan manisnya penderitaan, lembutnya perasaan pria dan kerasnya hati wanita serta begitu tajamnya mulut wanita. Sedemikian tajamnya sekali gerak saja dapat menghancurkan hati seorang pria. Banyak sudah si gadis mengenalkan sesuatu yang tak dia kenal sebelumnya. Sesuatu yang hidup di alam perasaan yang dikuasai oleh seorang putri yang mengatur semua mahluk yang hidup didalamnya.
            Putri yang begitu angkuh dengan kecantikannya yang tiada duanya, sehingga begitu seorang pria sejenak memandangnya begitu pula hatinya terjatuh didepan lutut si putri siap dijadikan apapun sesuai dengan keinginan si putri. Sedemikian hebatnya pengaruh tersebut sehingga jarang sekali ada pria yang dapat kembali dari alam ini dengan selamat.
            Untunglah si pemuda ini cepat sadar dengan semua yang dilihatnya, ia telah kembali dari alam tersebut dengan selamat walaupun disebagian tubuhnya tampak luka yang mendalam, yang mungkin memberi bekas kenangan untuk selamanya.

Pertanyaan Jiwa


Pertanyaan Jiwa Kemanakah hilangnya konsentrasiku, yang selama ini selalu menemaniku dalam setiap kegiatanku?
Kemanakah keegoisanku yang dulu selalu menandai setiap jejak langkahku?
Kemanakah air yang dulu selalu mengalir dari mataku yang menyejukkan setiap dukaku?
Kemanakah kesabaranku yang selalu siap menyelesaikan masalahku?

Apakah bentuk pikiran ini yang selalu dibebani oleh masalah masa depan sedangkan masa kiniku mengalami kegagalan?
Apakah bentuk perasaan ini yang selalu menciutkan setiap langkahku dalam menyambung kembali tulang rusuk yang pernah kupinjamkan kepada seseorang?
Apakah bentuk jiwa ini yang selalu hanya bisa menjiwai orang lain tanpa bisa mengendalikan dirinya sendiri?
Apakah bentuk keinginanku ini yang selalu berubah setiap waktu tanpa tahu bahwa waktu juga ada batasnya baginya?

Inikah diriku sekarang?
Yang selalu dipendam keraguan dalam memilih langkah yang mana setiap jejaknya akan ku hiasi dengan segenggam permata merah yang kukikis sendiri dari hatiku.
Yang selalu dipendam keraguan dalam memilih anugrah yang mana akan kutekakkan didalam sangkar yang terbuat dari tulang rusukku, kuberi makan dengan buah yang kupetik sendiri dari jiwaku dan kuberi minum dengan anggur yang kusaring sendiri dari darah 

I Love U



I Love You
by Angel Baby
I never really knew you
You were just another friend
But when I got to know you,
I let my heart unbend.
I couldn't help past memories
that would only make me cry
I had to forget my first love
and give love another try
So I've fallen in love with you
and I'll never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just had to let you know
And if you ever wonder why
I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you
each and every day
My feelings for you will never change
Just know my feelings are true
Just remember one thing
I Love You!


Poem My Gift


My Gift To You
by Lonely Shadow
I live through my dark existence
only to bask in your beauty
your eyes that shine like sapphires
your smile that brightens even my sad existence
I envy the wind that runs through your hair
that touches your lips
I long to touch you
to hold you in my arms but I cannot
for your heart belongs to another
so, I can only love you from afar
your friendship means more to me
than anything this world provides
but like an angel you touched my heart
in a way that I've never felt before
cause I've never known what love is until this day
I know that we are only friends
but my heart wishes it to be more
so I will still hope and dream
that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine
to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

Poem of Love


Three Wishes
by Christelle S.
If I had three wishes,
I would wish to trade lives,
With a person so lucky,
A woman,
Your wife.
Just to have one day of waking up beside you,
Looking into those beautiful eyes,
Tasting your morning lips.
To make slow love to you
'Til we collapse into each other's arms.
I want to watch you shower and
Help with the hard to reach areas (wink).
I will make your breakfast and
Send you to work with a kiss and a smile.
I would love nothing more than to be that person
You come home to after work,
To greet with a hug.
We can talk over dinner . . .
Enjoy dessert much much later (smile).
I want nothing more than to appreciate
The beautiful, kind, caring, gentle, honest,
loyal and loving man you are.
I would love the chance
To show you what you deserve and
Enjoy what she has.
If I had three wishes . . .
I would give away two, because
The only thing I want in this world,
Is one chance with you

All About Love



* To My Friends Who Are...........SINGLE
Ø  Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it.
Ø  Love can make you happy often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

* To My Friends Who Are............NOT  SINGLE
Ø  Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

* To My Friends Who Are............PLAYBOY/GIRL TYPE
Ø  Never say "I love you" if you don't care. Never talk about feelings if they aren't there. Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart. Never look in the eye when all you do is lie. The cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

* To My Friends Who Are............MARRIED
Ø  Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry." Not "where are you", but "I'm right here." Not "how could you", but "I understand." Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are."

* To My Friends Who Are............ENGAGED
Ø  The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other.

  • To My Friends Who Are............HEARTBROKEN

Ø  Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut as deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them.

* To My Friends Who Are............NAIVE
Ø  How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain.

* To My Friends Who Are............POSSESSIVE
Ø  It breaks your heart to see the one you love happy with someone else but it's more painful to know that the one you love is unhappy wiTh you.

* To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Ø  Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

* To My Friends Who Are............STILL HOLDING ON
Ø  A sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn't worth it. If he isn't worth it now he's not going to be worth it a year or 10 years from now. Let go.....

* TO ALL MY FRIENDS.......
Ø  My wish for you is a man/women whose love is honest, strong, mature, never-changing, uplifting, protective, encouraging, rewarding and unselfish.


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